Name:. Eidum
Nick name:. Loveless
Age:. *coughs*
Location:. Sweden!!
Eye color:. Blue
Hair color:. Black now
Bad habbits:. Biting my lower lip,to quiet when I need to talk.
Fears:. Death,being killed by a dog,high places,staris,birds,sharks,drowning,boats,planes.
Courage:. I dres how I like with no thought how look to others,I can easly to arobic`s in front of people.
Hobbies:. Arobic`s,Drawing,sleeping,reading,hiding from parents,hiding from every one at my school.
Favorite place:. In my rainbow puffy chair in my room.

I am:.

Hyperactive.
Nice.
Quiet.
Loyale.
Lazy.
And im describing a dog or cat

Dislikes:.

People who are races in any way.
Dogs.
Bullies.
Rap.
Meat.
Animal abuse.
Child abuse.
School.
People who dont pull there pants up!.
People who lable me wrong.
My family.
My old boss.
My teachers.
Math.
Winter.

Likes:.

Cats.
Books.
Vegies!
Fruit.
Anime!!!
Alot of music...
Painting.
Drawing.
Sewing.
Carving.
Arobic`s.
Friends.
Fall.
Orange,red,yellow, and brown leaf`s.

Whats wrong with me:.

I sort of close my mind to any one I dont like.
I cry if any one yells...
I flinch if some one moves to quickly nere me.
I dont cry when im hit so well I get hit more.
I dodge my parents as much as possible.
I hang out with my big brother to much.
I know to much about the huma body then I would like.
I have an odd problem with taking my shirt off...
My skins to pale so I cant realy go out side I get sun burn.
I refuse to wear shorts or just a T-shirt even if its 105 out side I wear jeans long sleeved shirt and a over T-shirt.
I tend not to like alot of people before I truly meet them.
I yell at any one of my friends who smoke or do any thing like this.
I refuse to go out on dates with any one.
I blush easly.
I hate adult movies and there icky parts.
I skiped a month of school to stay away from health class.
I stole a kitten from my school because they were calling the pound on it to be put down.
I acculy punched my princable because she grabed my wrist and tried to drag me then pick me up.
I dont like people touching me unless I know them.
I get sick easly.

What other things are:.

I have to go to a mind person because of all my problems and the fact that I was beat by my step dad an well still havnt gotten over that and no longer let any one but my brother touch me...
I hate my mother because she knew I was being beat and did nothing so now I dont talk to her at all.
I have brocken all of my ribs at least once from people hitting me.
I have a burn scare on my wrist were some guy at my school burn me trying to brag he made me cry.
I have a small scare on my right shoulder after getting hit by a bike.

Wears:.

Tight black jeans or baggy.
Black baggy shirts over tight long sleeved shirst or just tight black long sleeved shirts if its a little to hot.
A dogs choker chain.
Collars.
Boots that are most of the time to big for me.
Black finger nail polish.
White tight or baggy jeanes.
White tight T-shirts over white tight long sleeved shirts.
A white leatehr collar with a silver cat bell on it.

Things im ashamed of:.

I let my sister practice using make-up on me ( Black mail )
I yelled at my big brother because he smoked and I made him cry..
I let my sister put one of her dress on me to re-size it smaller but she didnt re-size it she just showed me to all her friends who all thought I was cute in it!
Not being able to fight back.

Things im proud of:.

I can out run every one at my school. ( Iv had practice. )
I weigh just 115 pounds on the dot.
Im the best in my reading class and no longer even have to go. ^^
I can swim much better then my brother.
Iv won a poetry award with one of my poems.
Iv had a real job already but I quiet because I heard my boss calling me a girl to some client of his.
( Turns out he realy thought I was a girl 0_0 )

My problems:.

Im not alowed to go to P.E because of what the docters said I had a fragil body and my heart couldnt take the stress of beating any faster.

No matter what I eat I cant gain any weight and its scarying my brother who says im under weight.

I have throat problems and am getting my tounciles(sp?) tooken out.

I might have diobeties.(sp?)

I refuse to let any one give me shots or touch a needle to my skin.

I forget thing very easly such as what time school starts or ends.

I get beat up all the time.

My mother disowns me every time she sees me.

My step dad keep trying to get me into some sport but it dosnt work I just end up in the hospitle from broken bones and such.
(His sports are rock climbing,racing,boxing,and things like this.. pain. )

Im to shy and refuse to go out with all the girls in my school.

I cant hold a grduge for more then a few minutes then it gone so my mom gets anger because we were fighting one moment then the next I ask her if she wants a cookie.

I cant sleep with out holding some thing like my stuffed panda bear.